He only calls you when he’s drunk or if he does so when he’s sober it’s just because he’s bored and there isn’t anyone else around. You think about him late at night and he doesn’t even know your birthday. You don’t want to admit to yourself that you probably don’t even cross his mind unless he’s in need of entertainment. But there’s something deep down in your gut telling you don’t fall for it, don’t fall for him.
Don’t do it. Don’t give any piece of your heart to him because you’re more than just a pastime during witching hour. You are more than just how your hair smells and what your body feels like in the dark. He will never reach for more than just your skin. Don’t give your heart to him.
He isn’t interested in knowing who you are, he doesn’t even see you as a person. He will never ask you the name of your favorite song, what makes the hair on the back of your neck stand up, where you go when you need peace, he will never tell you happy birthday because he will never remember it or even get to know it.
You’ll wait for him to open up, but he never will. He’ll never let you in, he’ll never make an effort to knock on your door either. Walk away. Don’t develop feelings for someone who only wants be acquainted with your skin and not with what he would find if he were to get off his ass and dig.
You’ll waste your time and think maybe there’s something behind the way he kissed you on the forehead when he thought you were asleep, the way his arm never left your waist throughout the night but that’s not true because if he was worthy of your emotional energy he would make an effort to spend more time with you, to be close to you, to be with you.